By Jack Petocz
While sitting at my desk at Flagler Palm Coast High School, I witness teachers’ intense dedication, knowledge and exhaustion. Throughout my eleven years attending the Flagler County School District, I have been provided with immense opportunities, from numerous extracurriculars to the loaning of a school-issued laptop. The singular resource that reigns supreme in my mind is access to our teachers and staff.
Devoted to educating with love and passion, our faculty are being demonized and targeted. Already overworked and underpaid during the Covid pandemic, we’re seeing a stark and dangerous shift as teachers and other school employees are vilified by parental fringe groups and GOP legislation. Unfortunately, unsurprisingly, we’re experiencing a mass exodus of these professionals. There are currently 72 job vacancies alone in the Flagler County school district, 11 of them teachers, 4,200 teacher vacancies across Florida, according to the Florida Education Association, a record, a shortage termed “crical” by the Department of Education.
Locally, we’ve seen an attack on our talented support staff, with the attempted banning of four titles from our school libraries. In efforts to diversify content and provide representation of different communities, media specialists have worked diligently to provide inclusive content. Particularly, they’ve amplified marginalized voices such as LGBTQ+ and BIPOC perspectives (Black, Indigenous, People of Color).
Outraged by this progression, a local board member filed a police report over the inclusion of these titles at our local high schools, arbitrarily declaring one “pornographic.” Not only was this an attempt to silence voices of minority groups, but it was a direct attack on our staff. Make no mistake, the filing of the police report sought one end: to intimidate and threaten. Although the Flagler County Sheriff’s Office dismissed the complaint–there was no basis for a criminal investigation–the precedent remained. It was a case of bullying on the basis of bigotry.
In another push to diminish queer voices, the Florida Senate Education Committee passed SB 1834. Coined the “Dont Say Gay” bill by activists, the proposed legislation aims to prohibit “a school district from encouraging classroom discussion about sexual orientation or gender identity in primary grade levels.” This will effectively marginalize the experiences of LGBTQ+ individuals and erase our existence within public school environments. There is no current definition of “primary grade levels” within Florida statute, potentially leading to arbitrary and capricious enforcement. In addition, the law seeks to force staff members to divulge sensitive information to parents, such as sexuality.
This is not fostering a safe environment in our schools. If a teacher is required to out a student, that child may face abuse and incredible stress within their home environment. The law’s protections against that are vague and subjective, and easily misunderstood. According to a study conducted by the ACLU, 40 percent of homeless youth identify within the LGBTQ+ community. In addition, the Trevor Project finds queer youth are “four times more likely to seriously consider suicide.”
Why are we putting students like me in danger? Are our lives not as valuable?
Flagler County hasn’t always been the most inclusive environment growing up, particularly for those identifying as LGBTQ+. In the 4th grade, I had my first encounter with learned hatred and an attempt to ostracize me for my existence. Typically, the boys would play on the kickball field at my elementary school, while the girls stayed on the shaded patio and talked. I would often sit under the shaded patio as well, reading or speaking with them. One day, a boy came up to me and the dreaded question was brought up. In a demeaning tone, he said: “Jack, why are you over here? What, are you, gay?”
Although not to the level of hate I’ve experienced recently, I walked away, upset and with tears in my eyes. The singular word: gay, a monosyllabic word my brain had been taught to think was synonymous with disappointment, lack of masculinity and shame by society. A staff member at the school I’d known for years growing up saw me upset and called me over. I told her what happened. She gave me a big hug, comforted me, told me it was going to be okay. “They have hate in their hearts, you be who you are,” she told me. This conversation stuck with me. It allowed me to be comfortable in my own skin and eventually enabled me to come out in freshman year. These experiences can be the difference between life and death. It is these teachers who make the difference. It is our ability to trust them, it is their ability to speak to us students in confidence, that make this life-saving difference.
That is the trust lawmakers are now severing.
Lastly, we’ve seen attempts to surveil teachers and classroom environments in the state, with HB 1055 passing committee as well. This bill aims to put cameras into classrooms and require our teachers to wear microphones. Not only will this cause an added stress on our talented professionals, but it will further limit fruitful conversations and connections between teachers and students. Our teachers feel they will be examined under a microscope. A single sentence taken out of context could put their abilities in question. Almost certainly, our lessons will become mundane and highly regulated. Why are we not trusting college-educated adults to foster a safe and inclusive learning environment? Would you commit to wearing a microphone and camera in your own profession?
These bills underscore an obsessive fixation: an attempt to police my education by Gov. Ron DeSantis and the Florida GOP. Your actions are causing teachers to fall out of love for the profession and quit. Public education is the most essential tool for upward mobility and progress. Stop attacking it to push your twisted agenda. You’re hurting future generations, and mine.
Jack Petocz, a FlaglerLive contributor, is a junior at Flagler Palm Coast High School who plans on majoring in political science, with a minor in law, in college. He was featured last month in a New York Times article on efforts to counter book bans in schools and was subsequently interviewed on MSNBC, the BBC and other outlets.
Rick G says
Very well put Mr Petocz. Its obvious that your educators have done an excellent job with you and others. It always amuses me that the party that rails against too many regulations now bathes in some many unnecessary rules and laws only to control those who feel differently.
ted Wagner says
mr petocz-thank you for your well reasoned letter. as you well know, it falls to your generation to change these things. as us citizens we all must live with what we settle for. the only ones to blame for the current state of affairs is ourselves. if we do not wake up and demand more from our elected officials, we may not like our future.
Bartholomew says
And the state education director says according to the Gainesville Sun…” “You have to police them on a daily basis … I’ve censored or fired or terminated numerous teachers for doing that,” Corcoran said, bragging that he was being sued for firing a Jacksonville teacher who displayed a Black Lives Matter flag and similar decorations in her classroom (she was actually reassigned to non-teaching duties).
Michael Cocchiola says
Jack… first, live by that “motto, “you be who you are”. No one could have said it better.
Next, what you and your teachers and school staff is experiencing is a full-on assault on public education by the ugly right-wing cultural warriors here in Flagler, Florida, and much of America. You see, public schools breed critical thinkers. They promote knowledge and foster the free expression of concepts and ideas, all of which is anathema to Moms For Liberty, Freedom Coalition, Proud Boys, 3-Percenters, American Freedom Party, and a host of others of their self-serving patriotic flag-waving autocratic ilk. So what’s the answer??
It’s you! The answer is for brave young citizens to stand up for your classmates, your teachers and your hard working school staffs that keep your school moving forward.
Never let them see you frightened. Never let them stop you, distract you, or turn you around. You are the future of a progressive America.
Jimbo99 says
With classrooms becoming the scene of crimes more & more often. The surveillance cams are there for all concerned. The surveillance cams may assist in a situation where there is an active shooter situation. This kid needs to graduate & move on with his life. His employer is going to use cameras to watch him just the same as Target & Wal-Mart does when he shops there.
Deborah Coffey says
If you’re in love with FASCISM, your comment makes perfect sense. When you get that fascist way of life, you’re not going to like it one bit.
The dude says
Why on earth would we have to worry about an “active shooter” situation?
Oh wait… nevermind, a culture of guns, freedumb, and no personal responsibility.
Maybe you love all the cameras everywhere, on our streets, in our class rooms, but I do not. I’d rather live in a world where they weren’t needed.
Edith Campins says
How sad that we need to even discuss active shooter situations. The party of less regulation wants to know what we are doing at all times. Next, they will be reeducating us when our views don’t agree with theirs. A camera is not going to be much help against a gun, but it will be useful if they catch-up you reading a banned book.
Mark says
Very well said, Jack has a bright future ahead of him.
Nancy Skadden says
Jack, I appreciate your point of view and your articulate and meaningful manner of expressing it. Thank you for continuing to educate me, a decidedly old woman who wants to support you and all who are under attack in Florida and around the country and globe. But I need to understand. So, thanks again for helping me to do that.
Florida Voter says
Maybe someone should let our legislature know that “1984” should be read as a warning, not a “how to.”
Been There says
Jack, if you could stick around and run for office here in Flagler County, you’d have my vote. Start with a School Board seat.