Carmen Gray was crying again, not unusually for most of the more than 900 days since Marion Gavins Jr. shot and killed her 18-year-old son Curtis Gray on April 13, 2019 outside a smoke shop in Palm Coast.
This morning Carmen Gray was in court. She was crying even before the hearing began because her son’s killer was in the courtroom, a mere few feet to her right. Gavins sat at the defendant’s table next to his attorney. It was the first time she had to be in the same room with him. The detectives who investigated the case and arrested Gavins were sitting a few benches behind Gray. Five family members and friends of Gavins’s sat on two benches behind him.
Gavins was there to plead guilty to the murder, to three other charges he ran up at the county jail after assaulting a corrections deputy there, and to be sentenced, which he was: after Gavins repeatedly apologized to Gray for the murder in a brief, unemotional statement, Circuit Judge Terence Perkins sentenced him to 45 years in prison on all the charges: 40 years for the murder, five years for each of the three additional charges.
Those three five-year sentences are to run concurrently with each other, but consecutively with the 40-year sentence, resulting in the total of 45 years. Gavins gets credit for the 923 days he has already served in jail. He’s been at the Flagler County jail since May 3, but was incarcerated in a juvenile justice jail for a few days before that, until he turned 18.
The plea deal includes a review of Gray’s sentence after 25 years. The sentence is not day for day. In other words he will be eligible for so-called “gain time,” or release after serving 85 percent of his sentence. That, in addition to the two and a half years he’s already served, means that he could theoretically get out of prison after serving just under 36 more years from today, when he would be 56–young enough to still have a life beyond prison. The sentence review after 25 years may yield an even more beneficial outcome to him. He had faced life in prison had he gone to trial and been found guilty and convicted, but even then, since he committed the murder while still a juvenile, he would have been eligible for a sentence review after 25 years.
The case was prosecuted by Assistant State Attorney Jennifer Dunton, and investigated by Flagler County Sheriff’s detectives Jorge Fuentes and Mark Moy in lead or supervisory roles.
Gavins was 17 when he shot Gray once in the abdomen as Gray was approaching the SUV Gavins was in. Gavins and Gray had run into each other in the area of the smoke shop on Belle Terre Parkway near the Circle K by Palm Coast Parkway that night. Gavins had been in the smoke shop with his friend Teresa Slagado. Gray walked in, saw them, and quickly walked out, according to detectives’ reconstructed account. Gray rejoined his friends and talked about Gavins posting “disrespectful things on social media.” Gray wanted to confront Gavins about them. He couldn’t find him back in the shop.
By then Gavins and his friend were back in the SUV. Gavins was in the back seat as the SUV was pulling out. Gray approached. Gavins told the driver to stop, and Slagado according to witnesses in the car (there were several occupants) asked Gray if he wanted smoke–slang for getting shot. Gray kept approaching. Gavins pulled out a gun and shot him once, then pointed the gun at the driver and told him to drive. Gray collapsed, but was conscious on his way to the hospital in Daytona Beach, telling a deputy a light-skinned male with a neck tattoo had shot him.
The murder shook the school community: Gray had been a prominent athlete at both Matanzas and Flagler Palm Coast High School, and at the time was on the track team at FPC.
“By all accounts,” Jim Tager, the superintendent at the time, said in the wake of the shooting, “this was a young man who was taking great strides to improve himself and prepare for an opportunity for education past his high school education. He was working hard both in the classroom and in the training room. His coaches both at Matanzas High School and Flagler Palm Coast High School spoke of a teenager who had nothing but respect for the coaching and mentorship that he was offered.”
“My child died before me and I’m having to take this torch he left behind,” his mother Carmen told Perkins today as she sat in the witness box, her sister holding one hand, Gray reaching for tissue the judge had handed her with the other. “Death yields a different kind of pain that’s unending, that will never go away. The connection between my son and I was profound.” She had prepared a long statement. (See it in full below.) But she spoke at length, hardly referring to it, the experience of living without her son having indelibly imprinted itself in her–and altered her in innumerable ways, including illnesses and ailments she’d never dealt with before. She listed them for the judge.
The loss, she said, is undescribable aside from a metaphor she’s used to try to explain what it’s been like. She said it feels like being lost at sea, out of sight of land, without any rescue in sight, without any end to the drift.
“His reach wasn’t just in the high school arena,” Gray’s mother said. “He was a young readers’ book club mentor, so that means the elementary schools were impacted by his death. He was also a Little League coach for Mad Dogs. That meant those children were impacted by his death.” He was involved in food drives, started a peer-to-peer support group for young men who had lost a father figure, who contemplated suicide, or had other difficulties. “He also was an amazing public speaker,” Gray said, before recalling the “monumental win” his track team at FPC earned in a competition after dedicating its event to Gray. She recalled his interest in penny stocks and his developing interest in finance. “Somehow or another this young man was able to cram into 18 years a lifetime of service that some men will live to 60, 70, 80 and will not have met half of those accomplishments.”
“I’m going to make you proud,” Gray had told his mother the very day he was killed, she said. “And he has. He has.”
Gavins had dropped out of school after eighth grade and already had a long juvenile record before April 13, 2019. The immeasurable loss he caused overshadows the cold-blooded manner of the killing and its echo only last June at the Flagler County jail, where Gavins and another inmate, Carlos Dupree, attacked corrections deputy Edward C. Wallace Jr. when the deputy was searching the inmates’ Koran for contraband. They struck Wallace at least 25 times, according to their arrest reports at the time. He had to be hospitalized. Wallace testified today.
“I have been in law enforcement for 14, going on 15 years, I started off in Chicago, and worked there and seen some bad things,” Wallace said, speaking by zoom. “But what sticks out to me is Mr. Gavin. And I’ve had the opportunity to work in Flagler County Sheriff’s, or at the county jail for a little under a year now. And I’ve witnessed Gavins’s defiance firsthand all throughout my workings there. And also witnessed his violent acts firsthand. The only thing that I can say is that, to me, Gavins does not show any signs of remorse or even understanding of anything that he has done to the many lives that he’s affected. I hope this court takes that into consideration.”
It appears that the additional five years to be served consecutively, rather than concurrently with the sentence for murder, is the court’s way of giving weight to the gravity of that assault, and to Walace’s statement.
Gavins spoke immediately after the deputy. He remained at the defendant’s table. He lowered his mask and spoke in a deadpan. He did not sound insincere. But he was unemotional, as if perhaps disassociated from the gravity of what he’s done, or what he faces. He did not address Wallace’s statement or the jail incident, addressing only Carmen Gray, without looking at her: “I can only imagine what it’s like for a mother whose child,” he said. “Nobody should ever have to bury her child. And I apologize for my ignorance and arrogance. I was ingrained with the doctrine of willingness and did not know how my actions affected you. And especially my own community, my own people. mount community among people. [Here he spoke an inaudible word.] My circumstances, the way I grew up, are different. And maybe if I knew better, I would have done better. No excuse for my actions. I do deeply apologize. I can live without you saying you forgive me, but what I can’t live with is knowing that you don’t find inner peace, because losing someone that close to you–my mom only has one son, too. And me going away has affected her, so I can only imagine what it’s like to lose a son. I’m still living and my mom is going through a lot. And to never be able to wake up and see your son again, to never tell you to be great, it’s a lot of stuff, so I am deeply sorry, and I hope you can forgive me, eventually.”
There were tears on both sides of the courtroom.
[This is a developing story. More soon.]
Steve says
IMO Gavin has no remorse The video that was posted on his way to jail in his Mother’s car tells the Tale. He is where he belongs and should be for Life. No way should he ever be set Free.
Shame on U says
He should be up for the death penalty or life. Where did we get these weak ass Prosecutors? They would plea their own mama out
Ray W. says
If only you knew what you were talking about. But, you don’t.
Pogo says
@Ray W.
Amen. If anything, IMO, an understatement.
It is many years since I was earning my retirement stipend from the FRS. Is the holding cell (cage), made of steel pipe, on the main hall across from the control room at FSP still there? Are they still using the strange little white chairs for the witnesses?
I worked with former death row residents as a CO, and in other settings, that I would sooner have as a neighbor than many of the “upright” who howl for blood.
Rather than angels of vengeance, many of them (those who call for murder in all of our names) remind me more of Ted Bundy, huddled in a rear corner of his cell and staring back at us, on the day that my group of POs in training toured the execution rooms and an adjacent wing.
Mr. W., I think you may well be familiar with this:
https://www.google.com/search?d&q=Death+Work+A+Novel+James+Mclendon
Think it would give “Shame on U” and its ilk a clue?
Or maybe this, and its like:
https://www.jacksonville.com/opinion/20190717/wednesday-editorial-reform-floridas-prisons-now
And so it goes.
Ray W. says
[Note: this is an abridged comment. The rest was adapted as a column, which you may read here.–FL]
Thank you, Pogo, for the links. I have not read McLendon’s novel. I appreciate the thoughts expressed in the editorial.
Thank you for your years of service as a CO; it’s a tough job. I haven’t been to TCI in a long time, so I cannot comment about the room. I will say that the Green Roof Inn has a really good group of CO’s. I used to do First Appearances there both days every sixth weekend; I would appear in person and meet with clients afterwards. Oddly, in the 30-plus years that I spent visiting inmates in jail, they universally reviled the food at the Sanford county jail. I didn’t hear too much about the food at other facilities, but inmates in the Flagler, Volusia, Putnam, St. Augustine, etc. jails that had also been in the Sanford jail talked about hating the Sanford food. There was a time when I could bring food to inmates during trials, after the bailiffs inspected the food. Some readers of FlaglerLive will probably blanch at the thought of someone providing a decent lunch to a client during a trial. That says more about them than it says about me. The standard jail lunch provided during trials at that time was a bologna sandwich with a green orange and a container of milk. Burger King was a block away from the S. James Foxman Justice Center and lunch breaks during trial were generally long enough for me to eat and then go through the drive-through to get a Whopper meal for my client. Sometimes, a shrimp dinner from Morrison’s (later S&S Cafeteria). That was the late-90’s, a time now long gone.
Ray W. says
During an interview with a TV reporter, Gray’s mother commented that she did not want the case to go to trial. While the reporter did not ask if Ms. Gray had told the prosecutors of her decision, it can be inferred that the State knew of it. If so, that may explain why Gavins was offered the terms of the plea.
There are many, many different reasons why many cases are resolved the way they are, sometimes for multiple reasons. There is no obligation upon the State to reveal those reasons, though sometimes a prosecutor will do so. FlaglerLive commenters might do well to internalize this possibility before they attempt to slur any attorney’s reasons for resolving a case in a manner that disturbs the ignorant.
Jane Elizabeth K says
Tragic… unbelievably tragic. Have we no regard for human life?? We are broken. We truly are. So very sad.
Smart Guy says
He deserves death, and god is a man with a plan, of equality. What goes around comes around. He’ll get his.
Teresa salgado says
My name is Teresa salgado and I will say this one last time I never said nothing to the cops so next time u say that i said something make sure it’s the right thing
My friend should get max 5 years or maybe even nothing that boy that died wasn’t innocent that boy wanted to kill us and ya are stupid enough to just read shit and believe it yes we here kids but we also learned how to survive I mean would u let someone kill u …… Think about it
Steve says
Grow up. The Evidence speaks otherwise. You should possibly be in a cell too for accessory to the crime. Go get an Education and choose your “Friends” wisely. Curious why 5 years ? Why no Prison time? If He were trying to kill you wheres the Evidence for that. I think you are clueless
Good Luck to you.
Doug says
Your “friend” has a juvenile record that speaks volumes and most law-abiding people have heard of “guilt by association.” Your ignorance runs deep and your friend is right where he belongs, in a cage.
Madison Tone says
you need a reality check. murder will never be justified, if it was flipped and the shoe was on the other foot, would u want someone to get 5 years max for killing your friend?
MikeM says
That’s how you survive ?
Doing a drug deal ? Then a shooting ? Thugs with no brains. Try making money the old fashioned way. Get a job. As you see by the dead kid, no future in drug dealing . The only future for that is death or prison.
Jimbo99 says
Well, from your post, you did get an opportunity to cooperate and set the record straight on this encounter ? Ma\ybe you didn’t know anything, just a victim of being in the same SUV when this escalated ? Doesn’t matter really, the charged admitted his guilt, at that point they gave him 45 years as his sentence. If he was going to plea bargain down to a lesser charge, that never happened, probably wasn’t even/ever offered.
A.j says
Sad situation. I truly feel for the mother. A killer, they are trying to make his sentence shorter. What a system. Coos kill and almost always justified. People on the streets kill and get a shorter sentence. Dont understand.
Ria Geary says
I had the wonderful privilege of knowing Curtis Gray. He was always very kind and respectful towards me.
I enjoyed his sense of humor also.
All of his friends and family miss him so much,
I know your heart is aching Carmen..
please know that myself and so many in the Community are praying for you…
Curtis was the type of guy who would always help anyone who was being mistreated in any way. He was not afraid to stand up for what was right.
His life and character stands..he was an excellent example, especially to the younger kids who he really wanted to help and inspire, and he did…
SFwriter777 says
His vicious attack on corrections deputy Edward C. Wallace Jr. speaks volumes. Eventually he’s going to tangle with the with wrong guy in prison. I highly doubt he will survive his sentence.